Love is for psychotics
I feel like these people were let straight out of an institution and told the only way to live is to love. “Go forth and be free!” What people think is love is possession and obsession. It is keeping someone you allow yourself to care for deeply as close to your physical heart as possible. It truly is insane and unhealthy to feel like you’re in the depths of love with another person. I love people a lot, but I won’t let myself become paranoid, reclusive from the rest of the world with my beloved because I’m too afraid I might see him leave me. People are meant to leave. We change, we find newness in another that we didn’t know we had before because we grow. Enjoy it then pocket that love for a rainy fucking day. Holding someone into you is selfish. I am not ‘your’ anything. I am someone who enjoys your company more than I enjoy most other things. I am not yours to bury into yourself to keep close then show off when it is necessary. I am disgusted by this psychotic vision of relationships and love to the point where I don’t care if I ever feel in love again. Let’s do spontaneous things. let’s travel together, and sing awful music to each other in my car, and hold hands under tables, and have passionate sex. Let’s never, ever fall in love.
